So, I'm in AP art now, and I think my teacher pretty much forgot about the summer homework pictures. XD Figures, but ah well, I'll still use them. And the class is awesome , drew some of the UC in there, but I haven't been able to draw really well due to issues I'm having with my schedule that have been stressing me out pretty bad. First they fail to give me speech with psychology, then they fail at giving me speech at all and just give me psychology.

...

So now I have to change it again and try to get things right... MEH >< had to drop a pre-ap class, which sucked but, now I can make room for speech i guess, and if they're going to rape my schedule they better do it right. I might eat lit dynamite if they don't give it to me with agriculture (since that's all I can get in there that I really care for). But hopefully I get it... bleh.

Hmm, about the AP Art class though, as soon as I can adjust my schedule accordingly I can start working on my concentrations comfortably. And I've already had one concentration idea from my teacher, and that would be "the seven deadly sins", which are potentially epic if you ask me. Of course I'd need 12 ideas relating and if you count "the four last things" that's 11 so all I need is one more idea. I was thinking I'd use demons, dragons or animals to represent the sins... not sure though. And for other concentration ideas i thought of boards games, love, might do a music concentration etc but aside from board games most are a little generic so I'd have to narrow them down... maybe, but they're places to start.

That's it really, might add more later

Ffff, and I was doing so well in avoiding these, but I lul at this one in particular


[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[ ] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[ ] my favorite toys as a child were barbies (pogheys plz)
[ ] my favorite colour is pink or purple
[ ] I did Gymnastics
[ ] I love skirts (There's only one way I'd wear one)
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear (Tight jeans are the only thing they sell :/ but I still have some baggy ones)
[ ] I love chocolate
[x] I've never had a real job

TOTAL: 1

[ ] my hair is almost always straightened (It usually isn't)
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures (I don't even have myspace)
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week (for clothes? once or twice a year)
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends (too many small children)
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings (my ears aren't pierced)
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon (dangerous shit man)
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim (FAIL)
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach (...what?)
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I dont shop at Hot Topic (stores are all the same)
[ ] my cell phone might as well become a part of me (use it for one person like once a week.)
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] I've been or am on a diet
[ ] bathing suits are adorable (NO)
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] big sunglasses are hott
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before (My nails are not important)
[ ] I own over 10 purses (I don't use purses XD)
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 1

[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys (Some friends of mine attempted to make me do this and i ran away, far)
[ ] I love to have girls do my hair
[ ] I give and receive hugs from all my friends (no XD)
[ ] I hate bugs (I love bugs x3)
[ ] carnivals are so fun! (I get queasy :/)
[ ] Summer is THE best season (Prefer Autumn)
[ ] my swimsuit has 2 pieces (One is two piece, but still looks like one on me)
[ ] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor (hahaha, i laughed)
[ ] musicians are so hot
[ ] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours (then you're really easy)

TOTAL: 1

[x] I am self-conscious
[ ] I cry often (takes a hell of a lot to make me cry)
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[ ] my dishes get washed more than once a week
[X] I dont do sports
[ ] I HATE to run
[ ] I squeal when i am surprised or angry
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[ ] I love romance novels
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute (who)

TOTAL: 3

[ ] I dance a lot.
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] every part of my outfit needs to match
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends (I ignore people XD)
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot (I would cry and feel violated)
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[ ] I wish I were a model

TOTAL: 3

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[ ] I have been something that was semi (...what?)
[ ] I own Uggs (Again, what?)
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music
[ ] I pop my collar (I did this once, but usually don't wear collars)
[ ] I like to be the center of attention (NO)
[ ] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[ ] horses are beautiful (They're pretty but all other animals are too)
[ ] id rather not pay attention in school (then you fail)
[ ] Cats are adorable (NOT ALL CATS ARE INNOCENT)

TOTAL: 3

[ ] I write my own music
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute! (I used to hate it actually =O)
[ ] white is better than black (that's silly)
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[ ] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes (I don't even have a closet)
[ ] hate the grunge look
[ ]I love to read magazines (if they're nintendo XD)

TOTAL: 3

[ ] I love to gossip
[ ] had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid (too many rainbows)
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[ ] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long (haven't taken a bath since 5... but i would...))
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned (oi... planning X______X; )
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other. (there's a lot of social folks among my friends, but no, i'm not one of them XD)
[ ] I like little kids (I don't like kids)
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian (I need mah chickens)
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds (I <3 their bad fries)

TOTAL: 3

[ ] I check my myspace everyday.
[X] I love life! (I admit to this)
[ ] I have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] my screen name(s) have x's in them
[ ] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them (FUCK MYSPACE)
[X] I would never want to be the opposite sex (I wanted to be male as a child XDDD but not anymore... no, i think acting less fem is good enough)
[ ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it (what?)
[ ]I have more than 3 pillows on my bed (I have exactly 3)

TOTAL: 5

So I'm 5% feminine.... I laughed

I have no idea why I can't sleep right now >< (DA lies, it's 4:58) but I think it has to do with drinking some coffee at 3... oh well, I still have 11 days to get my sleeping pattern back before school. Bleh, speaking of which not so sure how much I'll be able to post and stuff since that starts soon. I should be focusing on AP Art pieces, but pheh, can't help but do free pictures. I have 1 out of 5 done though so that's something.... and I have to do a portrait which is buzz kill for me especially since it has to be of me... which is even more bleh because well, that's not fun or pretty XD



(dodges brick) that's right I'm watching you.



Uhh, pictures yeah, right now as most of you have seen I'm focusing on trying to be more original for whenever I have to do pieces for my portfolio in AP. Of course I miss fanart <3 and I'll start back up on it soon, but I would like to have a balance of both for future purposes. I hope you all enjoy both. I've been working with clay too and well, I'm not that talented with it, but I might post something if it turns out worth while (cough). I made most of a prinny (disgaea) and attempted Banjo (banjo kazooie) and Amaterasu (okami) which didn't really work XD. Oh well, it's a start, considering I take interest in models, maybe at some point I'll be able to make them... I wanted to try Porky... maybe. Of course I'd need a much better oven for that, and a scale... and a ruler.
...
no I don't have a ruler in my house.

Aside from that what else have I done... (nothing) ... ah yes Banjo Kazooie Nuts and Bolts is amazing I shame myself for waiting for forever to start playing it, and yeah after 4 days I might be close to the end, I don't know. So maybe I'll do BK fanart later, Piddles is still great :3 And after years and years I'm finally playing Psychonauts, which is hilarious, since I've wanted to play it forever... and broke every bone in my body to find it, only to wait another 2 years to get xbox live and get the patch... with some very creative wire setups (recalls a router suspended in air). Oh well...

And well I felt kind of defeated earlier
but was totally inspired to cheer myself up and try again where I messed up... maybe I can do better tomorrow

EDIT: YES, I WIN



maybe I'll draw a little or something... but I doubt I'll be getting much sleep tonight

Still wish I could get tired...

*points into the air heroically* to the medicine cabinet

So I forget how I was going to start this journal, but either way, I've done a lot lately, and I guess summer isn't as full of awesome as I promised it would be in terms of my gallery, but I still have another month before my soul is chained to work so, I'll try to draw more.

I've done two more pages of slips so hopefully that contributes to me drawing more and quit being so damn lazy. One thing I have done that has potential, I started a fail oil clay sculpture of gliscor. I want to bake it in the oven and paint it (since colors are all wrong) but knowing me it will explode or break or come to life and eat me so I'm unsure if I will. I'll take pictures at some point and post them for lulz.

Meh, nothing much else I've done artwise, I've cleaned my house like hell for the past few days, and because of my parents work schedule I'm alone just about 23/4. So I'm fine with it, but sheesh, the lack of human contact feels creepy, now I understand why I lost it when I had to go through this not too long ago. But I'll be fine, and my mate keep me company. <3

Which reminds me... 4th of July, I was at 's house and nearly killed myself on a moped. It was lul, I've crashed on a motorcycle before, or almost did, but it was great. I fail at turns so when I was supposed to I leaned too much and face planted in the dirt. My neck and jaw are a little messed up for now, my leg got scraped up really badly too, but most of it has healed. Connect the Dots + Bruises are fun. I just think it's win that my endurance is like 250%, Because I got up and was like "RAWR I AM NOT HURT"

And I've been playing the N64 more, Pokemon Stadium, is lulzy. It's great because I can play and be like "HA BITE ISN'T A DARK TYPE MOVE" or "LUL MY NIDOKING PWNS YOUR GENGAR WITH EARTHQUAKE" it's awesome, so yeah. And I've almost beaten Conker for a second time, but Tediz piss me off and I lied about fanart for now.

Mmmmm I think my set of slips from Starmen.net are due to be mailed back pretty soon, so I reaaaaaally need to hurry with those. =x Like, pronto. I have more then 100 I still need to do. So if I make some cool ones I'll post and scrap them later, seeing as a couple of people liked the ones I posted last time.

Otherwise I got Nuts and Bolts like I wanted and Assassins Creed, so I'll probably play those later or something, when I become unlazy and find strength to set up the 360. I seeked original Conker, but couldn't find a trace of any N64 games in the store I went too.

Ummm yeah, I might draw later or something, I've been feeling good about it though I dunno what to draw right now. I'll think of something.

I might update this too since I really have nothing to say right now.